I am so so so so past the point of ambition, but ambition seems a condition, if not a disease of modern life. Finding inner tragedy is not realizing you are special, but just wanting to get noticed. The only attraction often a mirror reflective wannabe. The steps of life success take elbow grease, so if you aren’t totally sold on the product of your life going forward then don’t dwell on the fifty-fifty of what ifs in distant hills so green with trouble.
What ifs are often crossroads of life and my path not taken was of abandoning chance out of principle. Life might bring standard general life where no light is shining your chance for stardom and bright neon lights. This part of your life in boxes in the attic. You would not bend or give in and thought goodbye a ruse, but sadly it wasn’t. Could have been ended then and naturally there were new roads to follow.
Being stuck on a dream brings sadness it seems unless you’re willing to muck in its marrow. There is no consoling want we push past the boundaries that fail because of a lack of detail. Knowledge precludes the mistake again. Passing by was and pretend to get it right, but then regularities taken are but part and parcel. Personally, whatever follows never sees tomorrow.
So, yes there was a road in my past that might have made me more famous than Mae West. My metaphor underscores the problem a past of occurrence and wondering if is like an empty sack that once held messages of values and beliefs. A heavy sigh and relief for this day that is on a yellow brick road of tomorrows realizing a rainbow of ideas in the setting Sun. If you've begun to undertand this, the bless you. Please sneeze.








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I don't believe in 'Free Will', only in the choices I'm allowed to make by the sovereign hand of God, who loves me and knows what's best for me. I'm responsible for my choices and I must bear the consequences. I thank God for his 'Free Grace' to lead me in the way he has chosen for me before the beginning of time. No chances, no fate, no mistakes.
I watched the movie 'The Butterfly Effect 1', and every IF in this young man's life took him deeper into misery!
Thank you. I will be deleting this post. Gather had not let me post, then this happens. TY.
My personal faith is based on years of reading, studying and experiencing life. I'm NOT a Calvinist, William, I'm a follower of Jesus :)
I too am a peace-seeker, William. But Buddhism as a belief gives me no hope for eternal life, no matter how hard I work at it. Jesus said on the cross "It is finished". I am saved for all time, because he has done for me and you what no one else can do...redeem me and reconcile me to my heavenly Father.
Of course, you know all this! I'm merely sharing my personal faith with you, William :)
Of course, there are many false teachers in the so-called Church of God, as well. Legalism is cursed by God, because God is a God of GRACE. Fundamentalism is devoid of Grace, William. There's no harm in studying other religions as long as we adhere to the finished work of God's Plan of Salvation...the death and resurrection of Christ, God in the flesh on earth, the promised Messiah from the beginning of time. (Genesis 3)
Thank you for your courteous response, William. You are a gentleman!!
Great writing William, love the humor. Goodnight, love,Elsie
I don't visit as often, lately but had to notice the string of metaphors and platitudes and sayings that we utter when we need to illuminate. I liked this very much William. Not so long ago, I challenged myself to follow a complete conversation without using "sayings". What I mean by that is that I wanted to discipline my mind to stretch beyond just the easy way of saying something. It startled me how quickly the sayings were ready to fly out and how very hard it was to rethink/reform/be more original. I realized that I am not that original. It was OK.
Well, before you delete I wanted to "muck-in".
Blessings William. So good to read your post.