Sleepless wondering
Was there anything I could do
would she be alive
Could I have changed
what some power said should be
would she still be here
was there something missed
especially by me that
may have changed it
she feels no pain now
and that helps me cope so much
But I still feel that pain
Why one with much love
had to go away too soon
heaven needed her
so much has changed
since she went away so far
I wish I was sure
Sure that I can do
what she does need me to do
To save those she loved
To help them go on
and learn to live without her
I hope my strength holds
someone said I will
be able to handle it
I hope they are right
I will try my best
but I fear so much what if
That is not enough
If I let her down
I couldnt live with failing
please give me the strength
she is in heaven
not feeling any more pain
but much is left here
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Comments: 15
So beautful. She would have loved this. So sorry to hear about your loss.~
lovely , i feel your sadness, all others who have shared such a loss feel your pain
wonderfully written, you have such talent. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Thank you all for your kindness, great comments and votes of confidence! Haave a great weekend!
Thanks for sharing on your post on Helping out One Another
I'm sorry for your loss, I hope you find the strength you need.
I am sorry for your loss.
I am sorry for your loss, and I am glad you are letting us help you I have been so worried about you,, I would say time heals all pain yet I sit here and hurt sometime out of the blue I wish I could express they way you and other do on here
thanks for sharing
Survivor's guilt and our impotence to stop that which is beyond our control is cruel. Give yourself permission to let go. Peace be with you.